明天要大选了..
身处在外国的我,分外的紧张..
这一次,是关于我们的未来,我们国家的未来
明天在马来西亚投票的人,记得用你的良心,智慧,远见,投下你神圣的一票
不要为了一些短暂的小便宜,断送自己和孩子的未来

出来外国,遇到很多人,都想移民..
原因很简单,因为自己本生的政府烂..
怎么说烂? 贪污,不公平,不公正,歧视..等等等问题
造成民不了生..人民除了嘴上埋怨..说政府这个不好那个不好..颠倒是非
可是有没想过要如何解决?
为什么我们允许这种事情发生?
为什么我们要被政府任人鱼肉?
我们是选政府的人..
你要知道,政府永远不会选人民,因为他们只爱bangla..

不把国家大事当做一回事,只顾过着自己吃喝玩乐的人
到事情变严重的时候,才会问个"怎么办?"
那时会有用吗?
重点是,你有做过身为国民的责任吗?
你的人格,可以被500块马币买掉..
你孩子的未来可以被空头承诺骗掉..
你自己的未来也可以被恐吓中断送掉..
你看到报纸天天刊登的罪案,你大不了会说个:哎哟..很可怜..
要不然,看到贪污事件就说:walao! 然后很生气
就这样,没有了..
人很多时候是可以睁一只眼闭一只眼...
可是也该有苏醒的时候吧..
拜托不要贪小便宜埋没良心
不要因谣言而失去方向
不要因为觉得很多人好像要去投票,多你一个不多,就不投票
因为好像永远都是未知数

很多人也许很羡慕那些可以移民的人..
因为不用在自己的国家受苦,受社会压力
是的,外国的月亮的确实比较圆
这里生活水平高,福利好
可是,家还是家..龙床不及狗窝..
只有那个属于自己语言,生活方式的地方,才最有熟悉感
我要一个干净,美丽的马来西亚.
明天投票的朋友们,我们的家,靠你了!!

i was told that i am having first world problem..
well, i think i do have..
why things getting more and more complicated when you are a grown up..
they seems to have more and more and never ends..
finally i can understood an cantonese idiom- free to die but not free to sick..
when you are a grown up, happiness seems to be far away from you..
your desire is getting bigger and you are busy chasing those illusion to fulfil your happiness..
you dont know what is right or wrong..because, the right things that we were taught when we were a child, do not always applied in the adult world..
people tend to lie to protect themselves, tend to gossip to harm others..
seriously, what's wrong with you people?
out of sudden, i wanna be a child again..
dont have to worry how to get a job, when to pay the bill, or some miscellaneous things in life..
ya..i do have the first world problem..=(

OMG..gonna read a french poem without any references tmr...
OMO OMO...*finger-crossed* also for my stat quiz..
have been lots of stress this few weeks.
hope things will be alright soon.
still, gonna smile and face the challenges, even though, i am kinda fed up with the failure.
this is life, pick yourself up no matter what.
it's easy to say sometime. hmm..

Paul Verlaine:

Chanson d�automne

Les sanglots longs
Des violons
De l'automne
Blessent mon coeur
D'une langueur
Monotone.

Tout suffocant
Et bleme, quand
Sonne l'heure,
Je me souviens
Des jours anciens
Et je pleure;

Et je m'en vais
Au vent mauvais
Qui m'emporte
Deca, dela,
Pareil a la
Feuille morte. 

Autumn Song

The sobbing calls
from the fall's
fiddles' moan
through my breast
languidest
monodrone.

All out of breath
and pale, as
hours fly
my eyes behold
the days of old,
and I cry,

and I'll be gone
to wild winds thrown,
tossed aside
once to, once fro:
like wild winds blow
leaves that died. 

谁不渴望成功?
那么要到达成功的道路到底有多长?

how are you today?
tell me you are good =)

Err...Final Exam is around the corner..
No...always dislike it..
I mean seriously, nobody likes it..even the professor..
anyway, this of the good way is I will have one month break for my winter..
which is pretty nice and looking forward..
just want to start the thing that i want to do badly..
sometimes it is good to have ur life target..
and i guess i finally found mine? or i should say, finally i am willing to move my butt to achieve it?
yeah..hmm..maybe i should stop crapping or blogging and starts on my study?
ok..just a quick update for my room...
changed the study table location and it is facing the window now!
YaY! ^^
Always dream to have my study table facing a relaxing view..
Although this is not what  I had imagined..but it's ok..
At least it is better than facing the wall =)

Farmers market @ UMD

Yes! UMD had farmers market!! I am very excited about it when I know about it...even during the first time when I visit it..

Actually I am kinda like accidentally found it during a random day..

I am so glad that I knew about it when it just started..

Having farmers market in school definitely benefits everyone in the school..

Especially for student like me who do not have a car to travel to the supermarket to do the groceries...

There are vege stall, meat stall, bread stall, egg stall, bread spread stall, pickle stall, bread stall..etc..

I really enjoy visit farmers market as I could get some fresh vege and meat (goat meat) from it..

With it, I dont have to visit the supermarket so often..Although it is kinda tedious to bring groceries with myself to the next classes sometimes

Even though sometimes I dont need anything from it, I will still visit it..

It had became a routine for me on every Wednesday..

But too bad as the weather getting colder, it has to be closed and will be reopen at next Summer.. =( 

Gonna show some pictures about it..

The first stall that sells apple cider and some vege

1st vege stall

1st vege stall: Apples

Pickle stall

European Bread Stall- Trust me, their bread is awesome!

French Bread

2nd vege stall..ok their tomatoes may look bad in this photo..but I always get fresh Okra (Ladies fingers) and cherry tomatoes in this store..This is the only place that I can find Okra so far..T.T..I will miss it..and yeah, they do sell some chinese cabbage and bak choi too! So considering..

Pumpkin and green pepper from the meat stall

Another Bakery stall

Bread Spread Stall

The ants deco from the bread spread stall..so cute..!

Another bakery stall

more bread

The loyal customer =)